Thursday, July 23, 2009

Do I always have to have a title?

I don't really have a topic, give me a break, I've been working.

So the wait is getting to me. [CENSORED TILL FURTHER NOTICE], ugh stupid time, it never works out the way you want it when you need it.



Lol I was watching the Dr. Who episodes that Andrew gave me and this one just popped up, I totally forgot about this.
Sorry to make this so short but I have a world to conquer on CivsIII

Just a quick note, The Onion, one of my favorite websites, has sadly and apparently been bought out by the Chinese.....darn commies.....or is it????

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I miss my old shows......

Yes the title is pretty random, but I swear there is a good reason lol

Saturday my mother asked me if I wanted to head with her up to College Station, TX, to celebrate my 5 year old cousin, 38 year old uncle, and 2 year old cousins birthdays (they all have one within a week of each other so we celebrated them all at once). So after a 3 hour drive up we arrive at the house and the first thing my little cousin J.C. (the 5 year old) ask is "Do you want to watch Batman with me?"
Now I feel I must mention that this part of the family loves superhero's (like Batman and Spiderman) and Startrek (like Klingons and Hydrans and Borg and Kirk and.....oh....sorry bout that....hehe....) and there for the show's and movies. Also the older brother of this cousin (he's 9, he was in Dallas this week) also loves starwars! wOOt for nerds!
Anyways, I tell him sure and so I set up the system (their home theater system is nice!) I start it up and it's not the batman I thought it was......it's even better! In front of my very eyes was a show I hadn't seen in 10 years, a show that I ran to the day care (when I was little, and I mean little lol, and lived in washington) with my friends (I was actually popular if you can believe it lol) and watch this when it came on at 3:30 every weekday. A show that had us thinking that capes where overrated long before the Incredibles came out. A show that made us wonder about the future.
Batman Beyond was on!
Well I watched quite a few episodes (ones that I actually partly remembered) and even watched the movie that I never knew existed lol. The series is so much better than I remember and I noticed a few familiar voices like Will Friedle voiced Terry McGinnis (the "new" batman (he also voiced Gideon Wyeth in Advent Rising one of my favorite games!)), as well as Mark Hamill, who voiced the Joker (many of you will know him as Luke Skywalker). The series is much darker than I remember but that actually brings more into the show than it does alienate.
Well we headed back today and I'm starting to read "The Spear" which is a amazingly good book. The style actually reminds me of Alexandre Dumas. Mark let me borrow it.....speaking of Mark.....XKCD's (a webcomic I follow) latest issue reminded me so much of, what we call, marks "evil" side and I all thought you should see it, Enjoy! (The Character that reminds me of Mark is the one with a hat. He's called the "Classhole" cause he's an asshole but with class!)

Click the pic to see it completely

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

You might be a nerd if......

Considering this is my 42nd post I thought it would be nice to change things up abit, so I present to you all a comedic list of how you can tell if you are a nerd or just average conforming American teenager, Enjoy!

1. You never send letters to your friends.
(Always Email)
2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards
in years.
3. The reason for not staying in touch with your
friends is that they don't have Email.
4. You'd rather look all over the house for the
remote instead of just pushing the button on the
TV.
6. Your evening activity is sitting at the
computer.
7. You read this list, and keep nodding and
smiling.
8. You think about how stupid you are for reading
this.
9. You were too busy to notice number five.
10. You actually scrolled back up to check if
there was a number five.
11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity.

And just an after though, since this post is so special I think you all should know that I just lost the game.

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Monday, July 13, 2009

"Chosen to rise, destined to fall" - The motto of all great empires.

This is a political essay written by My favorite author Orson Scott Card. It pretty much explains what I've been thinking of with the government for the last couple years, and it explains why I don't share many of my political preferences, Enjoy.

Because we haven't had a civil war in the past fourteen decades, people think we can't have one now. Where is the geographic clarity of the Mason-Dixon line? When you look at the red-state blue-state division in the past few elections, you get a false impression. The real division is urban, academic, and high-tech counties versus suburban, rural, and conservative Christian counties. How could such widely scattered "blue" centers and such centerless "red" populations ever act in concert?
Geography aside, however, we have never been so evenly divided with such hateful rhetoric since the years leading up to the Civil War of the 1860s. Because the national media elite are so uniformly progressive, we keep hearing (in the elite media) about the rhetorical excesses of the "extreme right." To hear the same media, there is no "extreme left," just the occasional progressive who says things he or she shouldn't.
But any rational observer has to see that the Left and Right in America are screaming the most vile accusations at each other all the time. We are fully polarized -- if you accept one idea that sounds like it belongs to either the blue or the red, you are assumed -- nay, required -- to espouse the entire rest of the package, even though there is no reason why supporting the war against terrorism should imply you're in favor of banning all abortions and against restricting the availability of firearms; no reason why being in favor of keeping government-imposed limits on the free market should imply you also are in favor of giving legal status to homosexual couples and against building nuclear reactors. These issues are not remotely related, and yet if you hold any of one group's views, you are hated by the other group as if you believed them all; and if you hold most of one group's views, but not all, you are treated as if you were a traitor for deviating even slightly from the party line.
It goes deeper than this, however. A good working definition of fanaticism is that you are so convinced of your views and policies that you are sure anyone who opposes them must either be stupid and deceived or have some ulterior motive. We are today a nation where almost everyone in the public eye displays fanaticism with every utterance.
It is part of human nature to regard as sane those people who share the worldview of the majority of society. Somehow, though, we have managed to divide ourselves into two different, mutually exclusive sanities. The people in each society reinforce each other in madness, believing unsubstantiated ideas that are often contradicted not only by each other but also by whatever objective evidence exists on the subject. Instead of having an ever-adapting civilization-wide consensus reality, we have became a nation of insane people able to see the madness only in the other side.
Does this lead, inevitably, to civil war? Of course not -- though it's hardly conducive to stable government or the long-term continuation of democracy. What inevitably arises from such division is the attempt by one group, utterly convinced of its rectitude, to use all coercive forces available to stamp out the opposing views.

Such an effort is, of course, a confession of madness. Suppression of other people's beliefs by force only comes about when you are deeply afraid that your own beliefs are wrong and you are desperate to keep anyone from challenging them. Oh, you may come up with rhetoric about how you are suppressing them for their own good or for the good of others, but people who are confident of their beliefs are content merely to offer and teach, not compel.
The impulse toward coercion takes whatever forms are available. In academia, it consists of the denial of degrees, jobs, or tenure to people with nonconformist opinions. Ironically, the people who are most relentless in eliminating competing ideas congratulate themselves on their tolerance and diversity. In most situations, it is less formal, consisting of shunning -- but the shunning usually has teeth in it. Did Mel Gibson, when in his cups, say something that reflects his upbringing in an antisemitic household? Then he is to be shunned -- which in Hollywood will mean he can never be considered for an Oscar and will have a much harder time getting prestige, as opposed to money, roles.
It has happened to me, repeatedly, from both the Left and the Right. It is never enough to disagree with me -- I must be banned from speaking at a particular convention or campus; my writings should be boycotted; anything that will punish me for my noncompliance and, if possible, impoverish me and my family.

So virulent are these responses -- again, from both the Left and the Right -- that I believe it is only a short step to the attempt to use the power of the state to enforce one's views. On the right we have attempts to use the government to punish flag burners and to enforce state-sponsored praying. On the left, we have a ban on free speech and peaceable public assembly in front of abortion clinics and the attempt to use the power of the state to force the acceptance of homosexual relationships as equal to marriages. Each side feels absolutely justified in compelling others to accept their views.
It is puritanism, not in its separatist form, desiring to live by themselves by their own rules, but in its Cromwellian form, using the power of the state to enforce the dicta of one group throughout the wider society, by force rather than persuasion.
This despite the historical fact that the civilization that has created more prosperity and freedom for more people than ever before is one based on tolerance and pluralism, and that attempts to force one religion (theistic or atheistic) on the rest of a nation or the world inevitably lead to misery, poverty, and, usually, conflict.
Yet we seem only able to see the negative effects of coercion caused by the other team. Progressives see the danger of allowing fanatical religions (which, by some definitions, means "all of them") to have control of government -- they need only point to Iran, Saudi Arabia, the Taliban, or, in a more general and milder sense, the entire Muslim world, which is oppressed precisely to the degree that Islam is enforced as the state religion.
Conservatives, on the other hand, see the danger of allowing fanatical atheistic religions to have control of government, pointing to Nazi Germany and all Communist nations as obvious examples of political utopianism run amok.
Yet neither side can see any connection between their own fanaticism and the historical examples that might apply to them. People insisting on a Christian America simply cannot comprehend that others view them as the Taliban-in-waiting; those who insist on progressive exclusivism in America are outraged at any comparison between them and Communist totalitarianism. Even as they shun or fire or deny tenure to those who disagree with them, everybody thinks it's the other guy who would be the oppressor, while our side would simply "set things to rights."

Rarely do people set out to start a civil war. Invariably, when such wars break out both sides consider themselves to be the aggrieved ones. Right now in America, even though the Left has control of all the institutions of cultural power and prestige -- universities, movies, literary publishing, mainstream journalism-- as well as the federal courts, they feel themselves oppressed and threatened by traditional religion and conservatism. And even though the Right controls both houses of Congress and the presidency, as well as having ample outlets for their views in nontraditional media and an ever-increasing dominance over American religious and economic life, they feel themselves oppressed and threatened by the cultural dominance of the Left.
And they are threatened, just as they are also threatening, because nobody is willing to accept the simple idea that someone can disagree with their group and still be a decent human being worthy of respect.
Can it lead to war?
Very simply, yes. The moment one group feels itself so aggrieved that it uses either its own weapons or the weapons of the state to "prevent" the other side from bringing about its supposed "evil" designs, then that other side will have no choice but to take up arms against them. Both sides will believe the other to be the instigator.
The vast majority of people will be horrified -- but they will also be mobilized whether they like it or not.

It's the lesson of Yugoslavia and Rwanda. If you were a Tutsi just before the Rwandan holocaust who did not hate Hutus, who married a Hutu, who hired Hutus or taught school to Hutu students, it would not have stopped Hutus from taking machetes to you and your family. You would have had only two choices: to die or to take up arms against Hutus, whether you had previously hated them or not.
But it went further. Knowing they were doing a great evil, the Hutus who conducted the programs also killed any Hutus who were "disloyal" enough to try to oppose taking up arms.
Likewise in Yugoslavia. For political gain, Serbian leaders in the post-Tito government maintained a drumbeat of Serbian manifest-destiny propaganda, which openly demonized Croatian and Muslim people as a threat to good Serbs. When Serbs in Bosnia took up arms to "protect themselves" from being ruled by a Muslim majority -- and were sponsored and backed by the Serbian government -- what choice did a Bosnian Muslim have but to take up arms in self-defense? Thus both sides claimed to be acting in self-defense, and in short order, they were.
And as both Rwanda and Bosnia proved, clear geographical divisions are not required in order to have brutal, bloody civil wars. All that is required is that both sides come to believe that if they do not take up arms, the other side will destroy them.

In America today, we are complacent in our belief that it can't happen here. We forget that America is not an ethnic nation, where ancient ties of blood can bind people together despite differences. We are created by ideology; ideas are our only connection. And because today we have discarded the free marketplace of ideas and have polarized ourselves into two equally insane ideologies, so that each side can, with perfect accuracy, brand the other side as madmen, we are ripe for that next step, to take preventive action to keep the other side from seizing power and oppressing our side.
The examples are -- or should be -- obvious. That we are generally oblivious to the excesses of our own side merely demonstrates how close we already are to a paroxysm of self-destruction.

We are waiting for Fort Sumter.

I hope it doesn't come.

We live in a time when people like me, who do not wish to choose either camp's ridiculous, inconsistent, unrelated ideology, are being forced to choose -- and to take one whole absurd package or the other.
We live in a time when moderates are treated worse than extremists, being punished as if they were more fanatical than the actual fanatics.
We live in a time when lies are preferred to the truth and truths are called lies, when opponents are assumed to have the worst conceivable motives and treated accordingly, and when we reach immediately for coercion without even bothering to find out what those who disagree with us are actually saying.

In short, we are creating for ourselves a new dark age -- the darkness of blinders we voluntarily wear, and which, if we do not take them off and see each other as human beings with legitimate, virtuous concerns, will lead us to tragedies whose cost we will bear for generations.
Or, maybe, we can just calm down and stop thinking that our own ideas are so precious that we must never give an inch to accommodate the heartfelt beliefs of others.
How can we accomplish that? It begins by scorning the voices of extremism from the camp we are aligned with. Democrats and Republicans must renounce the screamers and haters from their own side instead of continuing to embrace them and denouncing only the screamers from the opposing camp. We must moderate ourselves instead of insisting on moderating the other guy while keeping our own fanaticism alive.
In the long run, the great mass of people who simply want to get on with their lives can shape a peaceful future. But it requires that they actively pursue moderation and reject extremism on every side, and not just on one. Because it is precisely those ordinary people, who don't even care all that much about the issues, who will end up suffering the most from any conflict that might arise.

If you managed to get through all of that, I congratulate you and ask you to think about what you've read, So that we all learn the lesson so desperately need in America, and the world itself, today.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Delayed 4th of July post

Well hasn't it?
I've been pretty busy since I started work and I really haven't had the time to let my hands slide over the crisp and detailed keyboard, it feels good to type again......

Well band is over for now....again....we had the 4th of July parade and so I headed back to Schertz and went to the practice on the 3rd, which was mostly inside (that had never happened before) but I will admit, the marching was absolutely fracked up! Stupid fish..........anyways the forth comes along and we didn't suck as bad as I thought we were going to, though it was only Mike, Eric, and myself playing first part on trumpet so there were times where it was only us playing in the trumpets, but I got to yell at some fish so it was all good.
Well after the parade my parents threw a party for some family and friends so I had my little cousins Garrett and J.C. come over along with Nathan (a long time friend of mine) and Zak and we all played StarWars Battlefront II together (which Zak and I own at, though to be fair we've basically mastered ever level on it) so later Zak and I head to the computer and play some Fallout Tactics as well as finishing up our Greek campaign for Rome Total War (how we won I don't even know lol) well he also spends the night and after replacing the spark plugs on my car I go to drop him off at his house.....but not before we go and see the new Transformers! I had already seen it but he hadn't see I thought "What the heck" and went with him to see it.

Well I'm done for now, I have some more stuff for my book to write as well as start working on ESSSSOC II, It was finally updated! FINALLY!

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